Fifth Chapter
‘ The pure conscious form was never attained earlier’ –
its assertion
Shloka 1: Earlier
several times, I have heard and known different types of jewels, medicines,
clothes, ghee etc., diseases, cereals, gold-silver metals, stones, women,
elephants, horses, men, crocodiles etc. form aquatic animals, birds, cows,
buffaloes, several things their names, generation, value and usage very well
with my strong intellect; however I have not known till now the pure conscious
form which is my own and
permanently of the soul.
Meaning: I am roaming in this world since eternal times.
There is nothing left in this world whose name I may not have heard, whose
generation, value and usage, I may not have known. However this own pure
conscious form named substance only remains whose name I had not heard, nor
known the means to attain it, nor its purpose. Hence this is an extraordinary
substance.
Shloka 2: Earlier
several times I have considered and contemplated upon different substances ;
however deluded by the Moha of wife, son etc., I have never contemplated of
pure conscious form.
Shloka 3: I have died
in infinite births, infinite times; however at the time of death, I have never
remembered that ‘I am pure conscious form’.
Shloka 4: I have
acquired extraordinary riches of Kalpa Vriksha, treasures, Chintamani jewel,
Kaam Dhenu etc. which are beyond this world. However I have never acquired
wealth of incomparable, pure conscious form till now.
Shloka 5: Since eternal
times I transmigrated in this world. I completed all the five Paravartan namely
dravya, kshetra, kaal, bhav, Bhava several times. But I never attained the own
natured pure conscious self till now.
Shloka 6: Earlier
several times, I attained status of Indra, king etc., infinite times I was
master of Vidhyadhars and was Ahamindra. But I never attained the benefit of
pure conscious form soul.
Shloka 7: Several times
I conquered different enemies wandering in different Gatis of Narak, Manushya,
Tiryanch and Deva. However for attainment of pure conscious form, I could never
conquer the all powerful Moha form enemy.
Shloka 8: Infinite
times in the world I preached upon the extremely difficult scriptures in
totality explaining their meaning and heard also several scriptures. However
deluded by Moha, I never accepted the description of pure conscious form.
Shloka 9: Wandering in
this world, I served several elderly people and attended the gathering of great
wise people also. But I never acquired own pure conscious form.
Shloka 10: Several
times I took birth in Arya Khand as Manushya, several times I was born in
higher Kula ; acquired Vajra Vrishabh Narach Sanhanan several times; still I
never could attain the pure conscious form.
Shloka 11: Infinite
times I accepted Shauch, Sanyam and Sheel dharmas and practiced different kinds
of severe Tapas; but never considered of pure conscious form.
Shloka 12: I was born
as one, two, three, four and five sensed Jiva several times. I occupied the
attire of trees etc. in infinite one sensed paryaya forms, I recognised the
touch, taste, smell etc. of others; but I could never attain pure conscious
form nor recognised it.
Shloka 13: In this
world, I saw and knew several things both sentient and insentient very well;
but the pure conscious form substance was never heard or seen by me.
Shloka 14: In the world
the majesty of scriptures, deva, kings etc. , the conduct of women, munis etc.
I knew several times ; the nature of world , kshetra, rivers, mountains etc.
areas I recognised also; but under the influence of strong Moha, I never could
know that “I am pure conscious form”.
Meaning: It is seen in this world that people consider the
majesty of world, family etc. as supreme and deciding that as beneficial, keep
making attempts to acquire it. I have seen all of them pretty well and acquired
them also. But I never could attain the pure conscious form till now.
Shloka 15: Several
times I stayed at the riverside in winter, under the tree in rains, on top of
hills in summer ; but I never could station my self within my consciousness
natured soul.
Shloka 16: “ I should
get the pleasures of heaven” with such desire, with lots of efforts, I
practiced severe tapas but never paid attention to the pure conscious form at
all- as against pleasures of heaven, Chakravarthy etc. I considered the bliss
of pure conscious form as insignificant.
Shloka 17: I read
several scriptures several times but deluded with Moha, I never could study a
single shastra pertaining to explanation of nature of pure conscious form.
Shloka 18: I did not
find any Guru explaining the nature of pure conscious form till now and when I
did not find any Guru, then how could I attain pure conscious form either?
Surely without the availability of knowledgeable Guru knowing the pure
conscious form, one cannot attain the pure conscious form.
Shloka 19: Under the
influence of extreme Moha, I cherished Shubha dravyas of both sentient and
insentient forms, however I never had affinity towards pure conscious form of
the soul.
Meaning: I had strong affection towards Muni etc. Shubha
sentient substances and idol of bhagawan etc. form Shubha insentient
substances, but being other things they never could serve my desired purpose,
since attainment of my objective would have been possible with affection
towards pure conscious form soul , but I never had affection towards it.
Shloka 20: In this
world, I carried out most difficult Shubha or Ashubha activities successfully
but I never contemplated about pure conscious form till now.
Shloka 21: Deluded with
the fruition of Mohaniya karma which resulted in extreme liking towards worldly
things, I indulged in all the activities earlier which are now appearing to be
miserable like poison to me. Now that I am immersed in pure conscious form, all my desires have diminished. Hence the
fruition of Mohaniya karma be damned.
Meaning: So long as I was deluded, I did not recognise
what is beneficial or non-beneficial to me. Under the influence of fruition of
Moha, whatever I used to do, I believed it to be best. Now when I immersed in
pure conscious form, my Moha has weakened and my desires of worldly things has
diminished , then all those activities carried out under influence of Moha are
appearing like poison – I have no affection towards them at all. Hence this
Mohaniya karma be cursed.
Shloka 22: I was always
engaged in both explicit and implicit forms of Vikalpas (contemplations) all
the time and therefore I could never find opportunity to meditate upon the pure
conscious form.
Sixth Chapter
Description of immobility
in the contemplation of pure conscious form
Shloka 1 : Engaged in the
considerations of pure conscious form, several people believe me to be mad,
inflicted by demons and unhealthy planets, wrecked with diseases, affected by
different hardships, old, likely to die soon hence roaming in degenerated and
foolish state, hence believe as you like
but know that I am not so, since I am sure that I am pure conscious form.
Meaning: I am pure conscious form , with such firm belief
when I make efforts for its attainment and give up relationship with worldly
activities, then several people call me mad knowing me to be detached. Some say
that I am affected by unhealthy planets. Some say that some demons have inflicted
me. Several say that I am diseased. Many say that with hardships he has turned
abnormal. Someone says that being old, now his intellect has corrupted. Another
says that his end is forthcoming hence he is degenerated. Many say that
unnecessarily he wanders around. But all this does not hurt me since these
people are ignorant- they do not recognise good or bad at all. I am
convinced that I am pure conscious form
only.
Shloka 2: The moment
the differentiating knowledge between the self and others is acquired, at the
same moment, the world starts appearing to be insane and delirious. Its both
eyes are shut and it has no sense of direction. Its sleeping as if in coma. It
is unconscious in mindless manner and is drifting along with the current of
water. It is ignorant like a child. The Moha form cheaters have turned it
restless and converted him into senseless servant.
Meaning: If observed from aspect of pure soul then in
reality, this world is senseless, deranged, unconscious, comatose, restless
etc. It starts appearing so after gaining differentiating knowledge of self and
others which is right also since the one with differentiating knowledge has
attention towards pure conscious form only while world acts with its own
objectives. Both are contradictory hence
the one with differentiating knowledge observes the state of the world as
definitely different.
Shloka 3: Just as to
the women their husband, to Balabhadra Narayan, to the kings earth, to the cows
their calf, to aquatic animals water, to the human being nectar, to the devas
heaven, to the sick people doctor, appears dearest , in the same way the name
of pure conscious form appear dearest. Hence I wish that this dearest pure
conscious form be always present within my heart.
Shloka 4: At the time
that I am engaged in the meditation of pure conscious form , if at that time
rogues curse me continuously, let them. If they steal my things, let them. If
they cut my body into pieces, let them. If they cause me diseases, laugh at me,
burn or abuse me , give me pains, throw me into ocean well or forest etc. I do
not care. They cannot harm me i.e. my soul cannot be affected in any way.
Shloka 5: Just as in
the world, the sun and moon keep orbiting continuously, the stream of Ganges
river keep flowing, hour, minute etc. form movement of Vyavahara kaal keep happening,
the paryayas of dravyas keep changing, the lotus keep flowering
in lakes etc.; Oh! In the same way if in my mind the memory of pure conscious
form remains steady then I shall be blessed.
Shloka 6: So long as I
(soul) am present in this body in the form of dravya or Bhava, till then in my
lotus form heart ‘I am pure conscious natured’ this should remain engraved.
Shloka 7: In this world
there is nothing left for me to do since I am engaged in the contemplation of
pure conscious form , hence all
activities of mind, speech and body appear to be meaningless to me, no
purpose appear to be served.
Shloka 8: There is no
other substance superior to pure conscious form in any country at any time-
this I am sure of, hence I offer my venerations to pure conscious form at every
moment infinite times.
Shloka 9: Internal-external
possessions, body, status of Surendra and Narendra, bhava of karma bondage
etc., skill, expertise of art-science etc, beauty, power, pleasures of the
senses, fame, kingdom, family, mind, wisdom, glory, Tirthankara hood, etc. all
substances are transitory, mobile; only pure conscious form is permanent and
supreme, hence discarding thoughts of all other substances contemplate of it
only.
Meaning: The thing which remains permanently with us, only
that needs to be taken care of and it is sensible since what is the point in
taking care of destructible things? Since they would surely get destroyed on
completion of their term by nature hence contemplation of them is meaningless.
The pure conscious form is permanent and indestructible hence taking care of it
is meaningful.
Shloka 10: Realising
the form os pure conscious nature, do not have raga-dwesha towards any good or
bad substance, keep equanimity towards them all and immerse within your own
soul without perturbation.
Shloka 11: ‘ I am pure
conscious form’ hence I observe the same
and the same gives me pleasure. This is the essence of Jain Scriptures. It has
been declared there that the dhyan of pure conscious form results in
destruction of world and attainment of beneficial Moksha.
Shloka 12: Soul can be
called to be in health form only when it remains steady within own blissful
conscious form at all times.
Meaning: The meaning to health here is remaining steady
within itself. In the world, other than pure conscious form, there is no
substance which belongs to the soul,
hence remaining steady within blissful own pure conscious form alone is
healthy. Soul occupying the status of Devendra in heaven etc. cannot be called
healthy.
Shloka 13: Just as Meru
mountain is entrenched in the earth in steady state and no one can move or
shake it, in the same way it is my desire that till my relationship with this
body does not expire, till then my manifestations in the pure conscious form of the soul should
remain stationary without wandering anywhere.
Shloka 14: Just as the
eighth earth in the form of extremely Shubha Siddha Shila is stationary at the
peak of the Lok, in the same way my manifestations should remain stationary in
pure conscious form steadily.
Shloka 15: Just as
Bhagwan is not mobile in any manner from
the blessed Siddha Kshetra, in the same way the pure minds of great Munis are
not disturbed from the dhyan of pure conscious form at any time.
Shloka 16: The Munis
practice the dhyan of pure conscious form in such a way that their mind remains
steady in the dhyan of pure conscious form at all times and does not
deviate even a little bit.
Shloka 17: Under severe
hardships of happiness-unhappiness, sickness, hunger-thirst, facing calamities
caused by tiryanch, manushya, deva or insentient, I should remain contemplating
of pure conscious self only and I should not experience even slightest misery
on account of those calamities.
Shloka 18: In this
world I am roaming since eternal times. Oh! I never contemplated of pure
conscious form steadily therefore I had to experience infinite sufferings. If I
had applied my mind to the pure conscious form instead of worldly activities
then I would not have suffered the immeasurable miseries.
Shloka 19: Those
saints-Munis who are going to Moksha or have gone or shall go, there is no
doubt that they had applied their mind in the steady dhyan of pure conscious
form, are applying and shall apply.
Meaning : Without applying mind to the dhyan of pure
conscious form, Moksha can never be attained. Hence those who applied their
mind to pure conscious form have gone to Moksha, those who are applying they
are going and those who shall apply in future shall go. There is no doubt in
this.
Shloka 20: When with
the steady mind it is contemplated that “ I am pure conscious form” the bhava
Moksha is attained at that moment only. The dravya moksha occurs sequentially.
Meaning: The differentiating knowledge of self with others
is Bhava Moksha and transit of the soul free of body etc. stationing at Siddha
Shila is dravya Moksha. When steady contemplation if carried out with
detachment from the world that “ I am pure conscious form” , the Bhava Moksha
is attained then itself. As the karmas get destroyed sequentially and
separation from body occurs, the dravya moksha is attained.
Seventh Chapter
Description of recourse
to Nayas in the contemplation of pure conscious form
Shloka 1: Till I am not
immersed in the pure conscious form strongly, I should not give up recourse to
Vyavahara naya.
Shloka 2: With
adherence to Vyavahara naya, only impure conscious form is observed everywhere
in the world. With Nishchaya naya, it is
observed in some souls somewhere.
Meaning: With adherence to Vyavahara naya, the conscious
form cannot be purified at any time, only with recourse to shuddha Nishchaya
naya it can be purified. Hence those desirous of pure conscious form should
concentrate upon the shuddha nishchaya naya specifically.
Shloka 3: The Jivas
climbing the ladder of Gunasthana, from the fourth gunasthana, as the
impurities of the form of Mithyatva, Samyak Mithyatva, Samyaktva and
Anantanubandhi anger, pride, deceit and greed
keep getting destroyed, the same way the pure conscious form keeps
getting purified. Without destruction of Mithytva etc. form impurities, the
conscious form cannot be purified at all.
Shloka 4: Just as
travellers going to different cities have different paths, in the same way the
paths of the spiritual people desirous of Moksha and non-spiritual people
desirous of heaven are different.
Shloka 5: O Atman !
This Vyavahara path is difficult due to worries, pains, passions and sorrow. It
is not independent since body etc. are the means. It is cause for influx of
karmas. It is composed of extreme hardships , fears and hopes causing delusion;
however in the path of shuddha Nishchaya naya there are no such hazards. Hence
renouncing the Vyavahara naya, take recourse to path of shuddha nishchaya naya since
not only in this Lok, it gives pleasure in ParLok also. It is free of all
defects and is pure.
Meaning: Those traversing the path of Vyavahara naya have
to face different kinds of worries, pains, passions and sorrows. It is
dependent upon the body, senses and mind etc., hence it is subordinate. The
Shubha and Ashubha karmas are accrued by taking recourse to Vyavahara naya
only. It is extremely difficult. Its followers have to face different kinds of
miseries by the generation of different
fears and hopes which causes delusion. However those traversing the path
of shuddha nishchaya naya do not have to experience worries, pains etc. since
it is independent- it does not need support of body etc. With adherence to it,
influx of karmas also does not occur. Therefore it is means of happiness in
both the Loks and is defect free. Hence renouncing Vyavahara naya one should
traverse on the best Nishchaya Marg only.
Shloka 6: My mind is
eager for attainment of pure conscious form, hence I do not need followers in
this world, nor disciples, books, body etc.;
nor completion of some task is my
objective. My only desire is that my manifestation remain engaged in the pure
conscious form for ever. Other than that
pure conscious form, it should not wander into any other substance.
Shloka 7: My desire is
that other than pure conscious form, I should not consider with my mind, any
other sentient or insentient substance in any place or time at all.
Meaning: When I
contemplate of something, it should be pure conscious form only. Other than
pure conscious form, any other substance whether sentient or insentient, should
not be a subject of contemplation at any time or place.
Shloka 8: Those people
who engage their attention to shuddha nishchaya naya, adhering to Vyavahara
naya, they alone attain pure conscious form in this world. Other people cannot
get the benefit of pure conscious form at all.
Shloka 9: Just as a
clean garment is unclean due to contact with impurity, in the same way the pure
conscious form is also ashuddha in relationship with karma from aspect of
Vyavahara naya. However from aspect of shuddha nishchaya naya , it is shuddha
only.
Shloka 10-11: Just as
pure gold in conjunction with other dravya is called ashuddha from aspect of
Vyavahara naya while same is called shuddha from aspect of Nishchaya naya. In
the same way, pure conscious form is also called ashuddha in conjunction with
other karma etc. dravyas from aspect of Vyavahara naya; however from aspect of
shuddha nishchaya naya, it is called shuddha only.
Meaning: A thing remains the way it exists and cannot be
shuddha or ashuddha. However from aspect of Vyavahara naya, in conjunction with
another substance it is called ashuddha. Just as gold can never be shuddha or
ashuddha, it remains the way it is; however in conjunction with another
substance it is called ashuddha in terms of Vyavahara while from aspect of
Nishchaya naya, it is shuddha also. In the same way the pure conscious form
also is called ashuddha in conjunction with karmas etc. from aspect of
Vyavahara, however it is shuddha only in reality.
Shloka 12: Just as gold
is called shuddha to the extent it does not have any other substance within it,
in the same way, to the extent conscious form does not have relationship with
the karma impurities, it is called as shuddha.
Shloka 13-14: So long
as a wise person climbs the huge mountain of the form of dhyan of pure
conscious form, till then he adheres to Vyavahara naya ; however the moment he
becomes stationary in the contemplation of pure conscious form after climbing
the mountain form dhyan, he renounces the adherence to Vyavahara naya.
Meaning: So long as dhyan of pure conscious form is
carried out, till then he should take recourse to Vyavahara naya, however the
moment he is fully immersed in the dhyan – there is no fear of manifestation of
the form of disturbance-perturbation , at the same moment he should renounce
the recourse to Vyavahara naya.
Shloka 15: Sometimes
due to some other considerations , one has to descend down from the mountain of
stationary dhyan of pure conscious form
i.e. the dhyan has to be terminated, at that time he should take recourse to
Vyavahara naya.
Shloka 16-17: Those
people who have attained the wealth of Moksha, are attaining or shall attain, all those people have taken
recourse to Vyavahara naya at first; since without cause a work cannot be
accomplished. Vyavahara naya is cause and Nishchaya Naya is work. Hence without
Vyavahara also Nishchaya can never be attained.
Shloka 18: The forms of
Vyavahara and Nishchaya naya, the way it has been described, knowing them they
should be adopted in the same way, so that the faith in Jain scriptures and
devotion towards Bhagawan Jinendra by means of such conduct remains consistent.
Shloka 19: Many people,
totally abandoning the Vyavahara in the world, with adherence to pure Nishchaya
naya alone become corrupted-misguided. On the other hand several people
abandoning Nishchaya naya and adopting only Vyavahara naya get corrupted.
Meaning: The worldly people have different kinds of interests.
Many people, becoming followers of shuddha nishchaya naya, resolving in their
minds that their souls are siddha-shuddha form and does not engage in any good
or bad, whatever is carried out is by insentient body only with which they do
not have any relationship, they get
corrupted. Thus relinquishing conduct totally, on corrupted path, they start indulging in
different forms of atrocities. On the other hand several people taking recourse
to only Vyavahara naya, remain entrapped in formal activities without even
considering the aspect of nishchaya naya.
Therefore being ineligible for Moksha they also get corrupted.
Shloka 20: Just as with
one eye the things cannot be observed properly, with both eyes alone, they can
be properly observed, in the same way with one naya alone the work cannot be
carried out. With both Vyavahara and Nishchaya naya only the objective can be
accomplished flawlessly. Such is the
opinion of experts of Syadvad faith.
Shloka 21: Those Jivas
who are adorned with the words with Bhagwan Jinendra, have complete faith in
his words, they adopt Vyavahara naya
sometimes and sometimes they adhere to Nishchaya naya. Therefore
depending upon the situation, they adopt the appropriate naya accordingly.
Shloka 22: Those people
who have knowledge of Tatva properly, internally adopting Nishchaya naya,
externally they carry out work using Vyavahara naya suitably. Thus they use
both nayas and do not use one naya only for any activity.
Shloka 23: The attainment
of pure conscious form is dependent upon the nayas. After attainment of pure
conscious form, there is no need of adherence to nayas.
Meaning: So long as pure conscious form is not
attained, till then the nayas are
useful. However with attainment of pure conscious form, the nayas do not serve
any purpose. At that time, without taking recourse to nayas, the pure conscious
form remains illuminated.
Continued…..